argh!!! where's my card reader??!!??!

i'm so piss off! Where is my card reader??? Sigh!!! I had juz downloaded one mp3 cutter tool and i wanted to cut a song short because it exceeded 5Mb and i wanted to upload tat song to geocities and tat song i had temporary saved into my SDcard. BUT my card reader is no where in sight!!! ARGHH!!!! Either bro or sis borrowed it from me but forgot where they put... so... wuwuwuwuwu........

Oh ya! Lately i had been rather quiet cox i'm building a very simple website and i wanted to upload it to geocities. Simple HTML but with my limited knowledge and limited time to use the computer (need to steal the chance to use the comp from my bro), i'd taken much more time than one is supposed to.
It's a site holding one of my latest fave song. Hmm... when it's done, i'll share it here in my blog.

Til then.... the search for my card reader continues............ *_*"

'did u see me cry?...'

Today i'm feeling rather blue... n am listening to the song "Hear Me Cry" to suit my mood. Last nite, i'd a nice sleep, while hugging "Jack" (my new soft toy buddy pillow) tightly. My arm hurts all thru the nite... hated my arm when it aches like tat. But the pain was gone when i woke up this morn.

Last weekend had been a rather busy weekend. Had been a busy cum sad cum hurt as well as one of the sweetest weekend for me. Lately, I had a mixture of feelings inside of me. Last Friday nite was the best.
I had a long nite... performed at my fren's wedding, and we danced 'Dhoom' on her wedding stage, as a wedding gift for her. After her wedding dinner, i went to my best fren's house to celebrate her birthday. She's definately one of the nicest homely type gal tat every guy would wish to have. She made so much food for us... fried baby popia, "sio-bee", fried seaweed crisps, milkshake... she's really such an angel!
Sorry mek... i hadn't had any time to get u a birthday gift yet. I owe it to u first, okie... sorry for such lack of sincerity but i really did go around thinking of wat i can get for u, and ended up i wonder if u'd like all those dainty accessories as much as i do! Hmm... wat type of accessories u'd like to have most currently???
Sat, i went shopping wid piang n peishan. Helped piang to search for a new swimsuit. I hope tat we can really go swimming next time if we haf the time to. Piang, i really wish tat i can go for holiday too... sorry for owest being not able to suit my time. Wat trip can be one tat's economical but oso on public holidays???

Today the sky seems to be so dim for me. Sigh!!! Everyone is striving for the best for their own life. Wat more can one say if we all know tat this is the bitter truth, tat money is the most important thing in one's life??? Career is the most important right now... i hope u really think like tat and accept the fact. Feel myself useless and am ashame of my realistic behaviour. For most things, i do understand and will agree to the decision tat had to be made out of it. The question of whether it's right or wrong will remain a question forever. Today, I feel tat my 'invisible wings' are torn. Feel as if I had not the might to fly even if my 'wings' are fine. Am carrying too much weight in heart tat had tied me down and unable to soar...



My prayer for u: no matter what happened, take care always and make the best out of everything! HUGS!

my UnFinished lunch!

hee...
today is a thursday. As usual when mum asked if i would like to bring lunch to office today, i answered yes. Can help to save some money so i can have more to spend. This week, a lot of my frens are getting married. Give ang pow oledi give til poor... so better if can save some money!

But today i'm pretty fortunate. 'santa-claus' decided to buy me sushi for lunch today. somemore plus delivery and sending it straight to my office! Plus the lunch i brought from home, i'd have TOO much to eat for lunch. So i reheated my food from home, and ate a little before i was too tempted to eat the sushi and finally decided to bring my unfinished food home for dinner! Cannot waste my mum's effort in preparing me food, though it was leftovers! The sushi oso i couldn't finish... too bad no colleagues around to share it with... he was too generous and bought a little too much for me!

TA-DA! My unfinished lunch!



Share it here in my blog then! anyone wants sushi??? Actually i think i know how to make these sushi myself lo. after i ate the sushi, i have some more new ideas of coming up wid the ingredients for a few more types of sushi now.... juz wait til i have the time to try it out!

a new week!

today is the start of a new week. So sien... monday is here again n weekend is a long way to go. But luckily for this week we only need to work 3 days, since Gawai hols will be here on Thurs and Fri! Yippee!

Last weekend, on Sat, i went to fix my hair. I spent almost 6 hours there! I went at 9am in the morning... once the saloon opened, i barged in! Wanted to be the first customer as weekend owest a lot customer at de saloon. Who knows... colour, n hilight... oso finish at 230pm le.. 'geng' le... i sat til my backbone almost snapped! I spent RM250 last Sat... since oledi quite broke, really quite a big sum to be spent lo! but 'bo pian' lo, my hair like grass wor.....

Then on Sun, as usual i go for my dance class. We are practicing a new dance to perform on one of my fren's wedding. din finished practicing yet... wonder if we'll haf enuf time to finish it before her wedding lo. hopefully so...
new dance again... hee.... something to look forward to for myself!

HUGS!

Today i'll introduce a very special character in my blog. He's not a patchwork-bear, not a forever-friend bear, but a ...........



Surprise!!!!
Isn't he cute??? Indulging in his cup of coffee.......
How i wish i can have a cup now. I'm damn sleepy... *yawn* *yawn*...
Be careful Taz... don't you dare to harm any of my bears! >:D<

kuching-ites' Fate???

Will the wave of revolution sweep across this land of Hornbill???
After the election on last Sat, many had yet to overcome the shock of the result as the state had manage to send "5 rockets" shooting into the sky! Can it be considered as a call for celebration or a time to start fearing for the worse???

"Some had described that the chinese commnunity had made a choice out of sentiments. External factors that could have contributed to the SUPP's poor showing in predominantly-Chinese constituencies included land matters, the fuel price rise and even the wrong choice of candidates..." as quoted from The Star, dated 24th May 2006.

City South Mayor Chan Seng Kai had also announced his resignation. All this while the post of city south mayor had been appointed to chinese leaders. Who will step forward now to accept this challenge? Will it still be a representative from the chinese community???

Many had questioned the revolution that is bound to take place. Had the people made a correct choice and will it really benefit the poor??? These are the people's choice, for the people themselves. Hopefully in the 5 years to come, Kuching can still remain as how it is now if it's not in the tracks of prospering.

No matter what, the choice had been made. All the Sarawakians, or more specifically Kuchingites, can look forward to now is something which we had hoped SUPP could have done for the chinese community before this. Hopefully all the newly selected representatives will be able to serve the community as how we expect them to.

boring Tuesday!

It'll be half an hour more before it's lunch time for me. Hmm... on a working day, lunch time will be at 1pm. As usual I'd brought some food from home. Saves me the trouble of having to drive out and thinking what to eat, and most important of all it helps me to save some money!

This month i'm quite tight. Perhaps i'd been over spending and seems like i keep on being in debt. But luckily the end of the month is coming, so that mean my pay will be out soon. Hmm... i'm thinking of putting aside some money for myself to get a haircut, and fix my terrible looking hair now! I'm so pathetic looking now... i really need to fix my hair.

am being quite sleepy and tired whole morning. Sigh... it's only tuesday today and the weekend is still a long way to go. But for me, weekend is oso almost the same. Nothing special to do except juz lazing around at home and sleep and eat and sleep some more and eat some more. Humphh..... so meaningless!

I'd juz added the AdSense advert from Googles but i really don't know how to use it. Seems like if i need to remove it from my site, i still need to wonder how to do it. I'm still so blur about it's function. Wonder if it'll really benefits someone...

Since my blog is still quite empty, I've decided to upload some of my fave things here before i can get my hands on any other more meaningful photos concerning my daily encounters. This bouquet of 'bears' is something which i find to be very, very sweet.



But such a bouquet would definately cost quite a sum of money. Anyway, at least i can share the picture here in my blog! Hee..........

ShocKinG Saturday for SUPP!

Sarawak's State election was scheduled on last Saturday, May 20th. On this morning, I'd went to work as an polling agent at one of the spot destined to serve as a polling station. Everything had seemed to be within control, being totally new to the 'political voting world', i'd managed to gather some useful information concerning our duty as a citizen. Many had come forward to cast their vote, and even the crippled and those having other movement difficulties, had come forward. For once I'd felt myself to be such an irresponsible citizen as i'd never bothered to register myself for any coming election. Seeing such a scenario, I realised youngsters nowadays had not bothered to make a change concerning any dissatisfaction they hold against the society, but instead only stood aside to complain. Hadn't they realised that action is still stronger than words????

Perhaps this is wat had really happened in the Swak State election this time. SUPP had lost most of its seats in the capital of Sarawak. They had lost 4 seats out of 5 contested chinese-majority seats in Kuching area. The result was shocking to almost every Chinese in Swak. It'd been an unexpected loss for the SUPP. The news had labeled the scenario as a 'Chinese revolt' against SUPP, and many had commented that they had sensed tat something was amiss even before the election in Swak. SUPP had always been a strong party in BN, supporting the welfare of the Chinese society of Swak. It's not right to refer to this situation as a chinese revolt against the SUPP. No matter what, citizens has the right to fend for their own welfare... the issue hilighted from The Star dated 22ndMay saying... " Party leaders appeared to have lost the courage to stand up against the state Barisan's top leadership on various issues, like the extension of leases for residential and commercial land, and high lease renewal premiums that affected urban Chinese "... could not have been any clearer of how most of the citizens of Swak are feeling.

Citizens of normal wages had not much to hope for, other than a promising future for their children and of course a shelther for ourselves, which is best described as 'a roof over our heads'. This isn't sth too much to ask for, as its only human's nature to want to have the best assurance for ourselves. Life is getting harder and harder day by day. Hopefully the government will understand the pressure it's citizens are facing, and will come to realise that there is clearly unhappiness over issues of governance. The impact of the election this time should be clear enough to once again remind our leaders of the people's welfare!